- Weird to see them -

Already 3 days I'm officially finish my life at APFT as a cadet..
The reality is 3 days but I feel like almost 3 months stay at home..
Not because of boring..
I just miss my flying moment..
No more flying for this moment..
Maybe minimum for 6 months..
Who knows it will be more than that..
It worse for me..
Its ok..
I just need to be patient..
Wait for the moment..
I feel comfortable stay at home,my parents house..
Look at their face everyday even sometimes lake of idea to talk with them..
Talk when only have an important thing..
If not, I better keep my mouth shut..
Better be quiet rather than talk something useless..
I think so..
Eat, sleep, surfing internet, hang out at night with my close friend..
That's my routine..
Almost everyday..
Sometimes clean the house (is it I say I clean the house??Something not correct there)..
Only sometimes in a while la..

Actually I have one thing, appear in my mind..
Long time ago..
Something to do with the cadet pilot..
With the APFT student..
Mostly my junior..
I have a lot of thing that I feel unsatisfied with them..
Nothing to do with their wealthiest, their handsome look (actually I'm lying about this),their skill,their knowledge..
I'm proud to know them who have something to show, to improve..
Sometimes they know better than me..
Yah..
Even I have more than 150 hours, they know better than me..
Their skill even good than me..
I realize that..
Even they only PPL stage..
No problem with me..
Good for them also..
But sometimes deal with "poyo" cadet..
Adalah sorang dua ni berlagak macam da terbang 1000 jam..
Ok fine..
Itu hak korang..
But don't show it in front of me..
Because I feel like want to vomit..
The style they walk, the way they look to the people's eye..
No respect to the others..
I don't want you to respect me, even I'm senior than you..
No need because I'm also same like you..
Maybe you better than me..
But why don't you respect the others..
Try to be humble..
They even know better than you..
But they keep it..
They not feel proud because they now where they are..
Not like you..
To proud to be cadet..
Come on la..
Bru jadi kadet, dapat pakai bar, dapat terbang 2 - 3 jam da bangga macam bawak kapal 747..
Please, come back to the reality..
Kalau request start up pon gagap, taxi kapal pon tak centerline, maintain straight and level pon tak boleh, don't bullshit the others..
Kan memperbodohkan diri namanya tu..
Setakat take-off kapal, budak sekolah pon boleh buat..
And one more..
To who like to wear their "macho" sunglasses, no need la to wear it until enter the operation room..
Once you went out form the aircraft, put it off..
If not, until you approaching the hangar,put it off..
Dont worry, there is no sunlight in the ops..
No need to be "macho"in the ops..
I also wear sunglasses, but I put it back in the bag once out from the aircraft..
The others have sunglasses expensive than yours..
No need to show off ok..
If you not satisfied with what I'm saying, its ok..
You can wear it until you enter the toilet also..
No problem..
No need to take it off from your face..
Wear it until you reach your room..
Satisfied??

Please, be humble..
I don't mind you want to feel proud of yourself..
No harm..
But, keep it in yourself..
I also feel proud of myself..
After struggling so much, I enter this academy..
Learn to be a pilot.
Not all of us can enter this such a big world..
Aviation world..
They don't have chance and capability like us..
But its doesn't you can be to proud..
Remember, especially to muslim..
Allah give you all of this..
He can take it from you anytime..
So, why not be humble..
Praise to Allah because give you a such big opportunity in your life..
I know some of you is son of someone..
Rich people, VIP's, captain of airline sum more..
But this is not a ticket for you to feel safe..
This is only the beginning of your life..
Still have a lot of thing you have to face in future..
Don't be so dependent to the others..
Relay to yourself..
Work hard, jangan sesekali putus asa..
Ingat..
Dia sentiasa memerhati kita..
Doa , usaha dan tawakkal..
Kunci kejayaan hakiki..

Sorry if my word hurt somebody..
Sekadar menegur diri sendiri yang sering kali lupa dan alpa..
Moga kita sama2 mendapat rahmatNya..
Insya Allah..

Lets fly, high to the sky..
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